{"id":1235,"date":"2020-03-25T14:35:09","date_gmt":"2020-03-25T18:35:09","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/?p=1235"},"modified":"2020-03-25T14:35:09","modified_gmt":"2020-03-25T18:35:09","slug":"im-having-a-hard-day","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/?p=1235","title":{"rendered":"I&#8217;m having a hard day."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>I like writing. A lot. I love the act of making a world out of thin air and weird sounds. I love the telepathy of it. It makes my soul warm.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I HATE the business of writing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hate combing through lists of literary agents who write vague blurbs about what kind of books they&#8217;re hoping to represent, searching (fruitlessly, it usually seems) for someone who <em>might, maybe, possibly<\/em> be interested in my book.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hate querying. Pasting my elevator pitch into an email with however many pages of the culmination of 12ish years of my life&#8217;s work this agent will deign to read, along with a line justifying my sending it to them to begin with: <em>&#8220;Your MSWL said you were looking for high-concept YA fantasy&#8230;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>I hate pouring out this effort, time I could be spending in so many other ways and places, and knowing full well that what I&#8217;m most likely to get back is a rejection that&#8217;s graced hundreds of inboxes just like mine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Guess what I&#8217;m doing today.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>All that, plus feeling incredibly depressed. <\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nothing to be done about it but keep plugging on though.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>So thanks for listening.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I like writing. A lot. I love the act of making a world out of thin air and weird sounds. I love the telepathy of it. It makes my soul warm. I HATE the business of writing. I hate combing through lists of literary agents who write vague blurbs about what kind of books they&#8217;re hoping to represent, searching (fruitlessly, it usually seems) for someone who might, maybe, possibly be.. <a href=\"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/?p=1235\">Read More<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[118],"tags":[138,139,119],"class_list":["post-1235","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-writing","tag-imposter-syndrome","tag-moping","tag-query"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1235","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1235"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1235\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1236,"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1235\/revisions\/1236"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1235"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1235"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/missaudrey.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1235"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}